Thursday, August 5, 2010

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it's been a while....since..

i took control
i have written here
i went wild with my pretty babes
i was in penang
i had mom's home cook food
i had kaya butter toast + cheese for my breakfast
i ordered dominos
i had cravings for tomyam
i ate sushi
i took nap during the day
i shopped madly
i hit the pool
i sang in the ktv
i went on a wonderful holiday
i had tiger
i lied by the beach
i heard from him
i have fallen in love
i missed someone
i held your hands
i had him in mind
i met someone
i drawn close to you
i fulfilled my commitments
i served you wholeheartedly
i pampered myself, enough.

But..... they are returning. The feelings and desires i once had and lost (had and lost...had..lost..lost..had....), are arousing and overwhelming me. I don't know where would this go from here. -positive or negative, happiness or sadness, sunny or stormy, black or white, hello or farewell, I just know that I need to

TOTALLY.