demands are beneficial requests

I demand for many many beautiful things in my life. Demands that would satisfy my heart, soul and mind. Demands which are made to myself and the people around me - usually those people who are important to me, both directly and indirectly. Demands that can push me to achieve all my demands in life. Demands that made me way so demanding that anybody else could withstand.

Demander hardly make sacrifices. Usually, they expect sacrifices from others to achieve their demands. When these people failed to make such sacrifices, they tend to fail them in their hearts. Confused? Me too, probably cause i'm not demanding enough. =P

Pros & cons. When u have high demands, you have high requirements over things. As u reach it, you succeed with much joy and expect more demands in future, but when u fail to do so, is a big disappointment with heartbroken feelings. When u have no demands, you just tend to carry on your life smoothly with the perfect satisfaction - who tends to claim it as perfect.

Wouldn't smooth and satisfaction create a better picture than demands and disappointment? Less stress, less hurt, less torture, less agony.. better health.

Well, i choose to travel by air.


I think I have a very high demand for a pilot boyfriend. Who's up for it? (for 2012 planning as well) - see, i dun demand out of nothing, that's annoyance. My demands are for future benefits, for all. =P

A getaway for me, please?

I need a break from this hectic semester. Is a huge suffer to my brain n my heart, living in agony for the past months. Moving forward in this manner will definitely lead to brain cancer and heart attack. Health is wealth. I absolutely concede.

I need a getaway.

I can't wait to bungkus my fyp in a messy wrapper and tie it untidily with a string or rope -anything i can find from the lab, no matter how it is going to look, i just want to wrap it fast. As fast as i could and as long as it is wrapped, cause..

I need a getaway.

I wanna go home!!! see my family, the girls and lexus. I can't wait to go taiwan with my beloved gals and coursemates!!! I've bought my luggage bag today, create more of the excitement already.

I need a getaway.

I promise to unlace the strings and release the packaging the moment i return from taiwan, after settling down in upm. I will make the best wrapper and enfold all of it together, trim the ribbons, decorate it and finally, bind it so that it's going to look so good and charming from the outside, and so exquisite from the inside.

In short, i'll try my best to hit an A, i say it, i mean it, i do it.... they give it. =)

As for now, I need a getaway.

i shoudn't

我們的紀念

Our Commemoration – Shivia Lee

Endless tears, I cried another couple times
Transformed into a butterfly stopping on top of this falling leaf
The wind-swept snow had been buried thousand years ago
I used up a lifetime of longing just waiting for you to appear

Memories began to wither around me
Couldn’t revive the picture that was moving before

Let us stay on the side line of reincarnation
Waiting for a stream of light
To peer into the time when we
Made a prediction
Let it take away that moment of yours
Making it our commemoration
Who would notice that my world had your face once upon a time?

--adapted from DramaWiki


uncertain and doubtful feelings striking. I Shouldn't. You Shouldn't. I have another paper in 2 days time, i should get rid of your images with the pure facts from Access Network lectures. I need to concentrate. Why are there so many awaiting, yet i am waiting for you? What 've you got that i should be waiting? Why am i living in agony but you could through every minutes with ignorance? I guess I just Shouldn't.

my sand-castle

i love building and constructing sand-castle. yes...is troublesome... is fragile.. is soft~!!! but the result somehow is satisfying, meeting all the expectations and interest in life, although the process can be really challenging. I have built one recently. A stable one..which stood still by the beach. But it was till yesterday... the wind was blowing so hard... more like a hurricane that just blew off my sand-castle.

How would u feel? Mr. Hurricane..please don't destroy my work of art on the sand. You came so hard suddenly..and u blew it off with one breath... my work is gone.. altho i din take long to build it...ard 2 weeks, day and night... but is not fair for i love that piece of work and it hurts me deep.

Should i build yet another sand-castle on the very same beach? u may claim that im a fool...but i will, since i just love the beach...thats where sweet memories happened and should last....

(this is just an example of a sand-castle, it wasn't the exact master piece of what has been built by the blogger)

last weekend

"........Just one weekend. Just one fine weekend, HE fall for HER and SHE fall for HIM........."

I totally recommend this movie for those who need some Nitrous Oxide in the stomach. I could hardly remember when was the last time i burst out laughing in the cinema, in public. You know me, always the keeping-a-good-reputation@impression in a crowd. BUT, things weren't the same yesterday. Ryan Reynolds was awesome. Sandra Bullock was marvelous. Mr. X's companion was fabulous. The gals red-BOXing was tremendous. which makes my weekends back home miraculously perfect, even though the reason for this sudden break wasn't very pleasant. Having so much predicted stress and burden in my upcoming fyp, i seriously enjoyed my weekends, like how Margaret enjoyed hers. Good sign, i supposed?

Keeping in prayer, the H1N1 disease to be dead, so many many upcoming events could be carried on as planned. "HEAL THE WORLD"

everyday's happy mother's day

Now i have finally understood the work load, the duty, the burden, the obligation and to define all, the responsibility of a mother.

It is absolutely NOT easy~~... once you're pregnant.. you start saving for a lifetime investment. You eat little, you spend little, you shop little, you sleep little and you work more, you earn more, you learn more, all for the baby, least for yourself,...but deep in ur mind and heart, you know very very well that it is far worth it. Having to see the smile of your baby, it's sweeter than any honey on bread.

This is what i have chosen to aspire for. This is what i've desire. This is the exact act of what i've predicted. This is what i'm transforming.

For my baby, my routine is now CHRIST, EAT, SLEEP, DRAMAS, SING K.....photography~~!!!

this shot is taken by an extremely talented + gifted photographer who is currently pregnant..:P
Ask her who's the daddy...lolx

a-d-a-p-t-s

I've got

NEW A-spirations
NEW D-esires
NEW A-cts
NEW P-redictions
NEW T-ransformations
NEW S-ELF

JennyCKN adapts. Adapts to natural scenarios in this invincible natural world, simply keeping it naturally going. Time shall prove my love for YOU.

10 things i hate about you...

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you touch my hair.
I hate the way you drive, I hate it when you stare.
I hate the way u sing, it's a suffer to my ear.
I hate your big dumb Adidas shoes, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; as much as you got me confused.
I hate it, I hate the way you think you're always right. I hate it when you boast.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I pretend to love you, that in fact, I just don't like you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

i love aircraft

Time flies.

I wonder how many of my postings here in this blog begins with the two words. Well, probably that's because it is a fact that i strongly believe but hardly accept. Internship is down to 2 weeks. For now, is all about copy+paste+print screen and organising them into own documents.

Many, mannnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy of my friends, have graduated... and im still stucked in the mid-way.. with 2 sems left, almost reaching the climaks of my "degree hill". Those mannnyyyyyyyy have come to the end of the hill and perhaps, getting new hiking equipmts ready for the next hills.. however no matter how many hills you hike in your life, hike it YOUR WAY.

On one hill,

some people may take 2 years hiking ...without much breaks, pressing hard goin upward and running downwards from the top. They tend to do everything in one breath.

some may take 20 years hiking... taking own sweet time, enjoying the challenge, the trees, the skies, the ground, having picnics all the way in a relaxing mode.

some may probably hike halfway, give up, and start descending without reaching the top of the hill and hence can never experience the breeze and fresh air top hill.

Some may build a hut at the top hill, growing own plantations and stays there eternally. However, their sights view and experience can be pretty limited.

Some who hated hiking but is rich enough to own a helicopter, may ascend and descend day and night, quickly, one hill after another.

Some may take a long time hiking up and reaching the top with absolute satisfaction, but due to stupidity or clumsiness over an obstacle, slipped and rolled downhill. Never give up, you will see another hill once u reach the bottom.

Some. like me, who hated hiking and don't own a helicopter.... will set up stalls at the end hills selling mineral water. Tho i may not be able to enjoy the hike and the scenery at the top hill for now, i know, i will, someday, shoot up in my own aircraft, and remains at the top!

Hey for you climbers, see you at the top!!~!! *winks*

live by NAture

Anyone doing anything in any moment by any chance should let it be done naturally.

Natural is the perfect sensation in a life..

Natural smiles



Natural Phenomena



Natural wonders



Natural beaches



Natural seasons

Natural voice




Natural couple

Natural beauty




Natural tears


Natural kisses

Natural love??? more to natural sweet+sour strawberry..

Taking things naturally as how it's nature is, shall develop the natural feelings in a natural life.
Tensions and pressures aren't natural feelings. Nervousness and eagerly desirous arent natural feelings in life too. ..great enemies to leading a natural life.

So smile. =)


hey.....that ain't natural,...



smile again~~!!!
*SNAP*




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Natural human being?? lolxxx

.............

i guessed it's time to end the session here? .... hot hot chicken SHIT.
my life can easily be traced...so for those who are capable of tracing it....keep it going. else, jus call it off?? are quitters, failures? or they just find they have got some more beneficial things ahead?

everyone has an ambition, but you cant claim yourself as ambitious for having that little ambition in mind?

I quit many things because of you, or precisely, i didnt even have the very first chance to start those things. I have a different ambition now, much differ from what i had in mind when i was younger,,.same reason, because of you.

very often i have regrets the moment i came to a decision. i was and still is. i may quit this blog today and get back on track as soon as im awake tmr mrng...that's the plain me..

lolx...i jus love being simple for those who think that im complicated ..
and
love being complicated for those who think that im simple minded..

i sould really go for what i wanted. thats my decision for now...at this vr moment i feel im ambitious.. but again, scroll up... ..
hot shit.
i MAY go for it, considering many other important factors..
maybe in the coming MAY??


hope someday someone will walk into my life and make my big ambition bigger...


p/s : i guess i will sign up for facebook very very very soon... take my word this time, ..hot shit!

chili padi

First of all.,..Happy Birthday my dearest CHENG~~!!!!
Secondly....faster faster come back.. is a pity that you are not around.
Pity for us as we are not able to divide everything by 3...

Look at how much we have ordered...we are just not used to not having you around...sobzz


as usual, claim from fund...
i just cant push this in anymore...helpppzz
I felt so empty on the left...sobzz

Many said that mac is for pretty younglady..i supposed is true??.?
ANy idea who took the bite of the apple?? lolx...LiNUx rULESzzzz~~!!!!
An apple a day, keeps my penguin go gay~~

pleasurable ending.,,measurable starting

i still remembered i had an ugly morning on the 24th april sitting for the ugly paper... i claim them as ugly as i think my face was really ugly as i was reading the questions n busy searching for the answers... open book leads to open hell. ok cut the ugly craps.. lucky thing i had a pleasurable ending with my pleasurable friends..

my first feast in yaki yaki restaurant.. but somehwo dissapointed me in my 2nd visit.. not so much sashimi, no cheesy mussels...scallop weren't as good.. you really shouldn't expect for a free lunch in this world. But i strongly recommend the tempura's, tho no pic available. well good things are alwis fast-consumed before any flashes.


Nevertheless, the coconut was really fresh n is in demand that they have to hide in behind the store...from the monkeys?? lolxFreshy oysters on camera~!!

Coconuts again... no monkeys...i believe:P


Oh guys....what are u guys waiting for??? :P

no awards for those who could guess where's my next headed station.
this is so good....~~!!! even the auntie behind envied...
OMG.... hubbies on the wall!! i want this poster~~!!!!


Third year sprinted out, fourth year is buckling its sneakers while internship is jogging on the track, stop watch keeps running... and soon i'l be so out of this mess~~!!

Pleasurable ending,.....
measurable starting... start measuring ur sense and wisdom at work~~ Praise God for the transfer.. unmeasurable LOVE from God kick me out from IT and walks into network.... looks like my days in AMD is warming.... !!

You laid aside Your Majesty

You laid aside Your Majesty
Gave up everything for me
Suffered at the hands of
those you have created

You took all my guilt and shame
When you died and rose again
Now today you reign in heaven
and earth exalted

I really want to worship you my Lord
You have won my heart and I am Yours
Forever and ever I will love You
You are the Only One who died for me
Gave Your life to set me free
So I lift my voice to You in adoration


An extremely meaningful and perfect song for intimacy with the Lord;
http://www.imeem.com/jesus-lives-on/music/CSlQIfhU/the-passion-you-laid-aside-your-majesty/

irresistible

Irresistible. by Tension.....Now i definitely understand why they formed the Tension band as they slit this song in their very first album.

This is exactly what im feeling right now...tension~~!!! when you're simply irresistible.
I certainly hate window shopping... that is so pathetic~~!!! Can see, cannot buy?? what a life! SIghz guys, should have went for mall cop with you guys instead.

Perhaps i should practice walk in to outlets which are affordable? Eyes closed to gucci, burberry, prada, chanel, AX, guess, cK, ...might as well don't go pavillion. Stop in hang tuah station and switch alternately between Times Sq and Sg Wang.. awww... depression formation.

nono..this is not a confession of a shopaholic. I am far better than Isla Fisher...do not compare us. I have great discipline.. probably cause my cc is not with me in UPM? ahaha.. But is something healthy i believe. I only buy what i afford, and then i'l eat bread for the rest of the month.. wanna transform all my food credits to fashion...~~~

life is getting more interesting each day!

'eating' habits

LIBRA- The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

SAGGITTARIUS - The Happy-go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

Incredible. Out of the 12 zodiac signs, only saggi and libra has the F letter word? lloxl.. quite true? Somehow i think libra is more flirtatious than I do ... oopss i mean than saggi...

Why is flirting being categorised as something negative? Just like when you flirt, you commit crime. people tend to eventually relate flirting with stealing - stealing one's heart. Isn't that supposed to be positive then, since i believe that's the root for the single's to turn attached and for the attached to be more attached? I supposed u know the whole scenario when flirting become loving, don't ya?

Well of course it sound like a good sign in the beginning, as flirting ended up with loving, but please note that there will be no forever. Fresh fishs are good, but imagine yourself eating it everyday? I bet you can still feel the freshness of these food. Everlasting tasteless meals .. Even a fish lover will kill himself. Unless you are a polar bear? Certainly you are not, polar bear cant rread....(aww..this is so lame)

The whole scenario will turn interesting if there is fresh food on the dining table, each meals different style of cooking, all freshly cooked and served. Flirting is as simple as that. Today salmon fish, next day, sweet and sour crab, following day, cheese mussels, fried oyster, asam prawn, ..and list goes on, fresh freshy meals each day even tho you didn't cook it by the seaside~

That's how the eating styles should go.... we live to eat. No eat no life.. No eat no perpetual relationship. No eat no kisses, huggs and loves.. and it will all hit to an end where both parties will get some other freshies. ( You know i don't really mean EAT)

So you still think flirting is something negative? lolx.. enjoy ur meals then.

SOON~~

I am exceedingly anticipating and expecting for .......

• some awesome stunts and body toning + fitness
  
• a trip all the way to chew the taiwan sausage (cheng...nod your approval~)
  
• the lewis cap and support hamilton all the way racing to the champion track
  
• liverpool to sapu EPL and champion league... so wat..they gona chase up in 2nd leg..just stay tune..
• at least a passing mark for the killing subjects this semester?? (Omg..this sound so sad) ..who bothers.. ?? is not my scope of expertise anyway
• intership to end as soon as possible.. and also my dismaying final year of studies.. in uni pathetic msia..lolx

I need a long break...a break from the things that can never belong to me. All this while, it is me who belong to them. I'm forcing myself to smile over the mirror at the beginning of each day, and remain that grin for the rest of the day. Now i doubt if this is what i really long for....

I used to agree that life's a game. Life to me now, o well, is more than meaningless of course. But that doesn't mean that it is meaningful. I believe everyone defines their meaningful life differently in own unique ways. I totally have no idea how should i elaborate on my meaningful life,.. Do the things you love? Being with the person you love? Love and serve God with all your heart? If you really go through these amazing moments that you like each day, Still i think there is a need to be on track with the world or probably, continue the horrible daily routine in life after having some short meaningful life. (I always claim it short when time is spent meaningfully)

This is the fact that can never vanish. Busy chasing after the world and its materials are definitely part and parcel of life. This has been in the mindset of the kiasuness and the must-win ness. Come on people, you just can't win it all. Doing the things you love and at the same thime chasing after the world just don't come together to win it all. So, after hitting around the bush, life's still a game. You may win at the moment you throw the dice and will lose the moment the dice spinned. The solution is, don't snake and ladder your life, you baccarat your life.

I'm absolutely looking forward to going after the things i like and losing all my money to the interest in my life. I choose Where to start and where to stop, Where to pass and where to fail, Where to win, and where to lose, Who to love, and who to dissapoint because this is MY meaningful life, a mighty gift from God, 22 years ago.

I have a few short-term plans in mind, gals...just bring it on~~Money is an unlimited earning, so why limit the spending???

"Considering the package we’ve got, I wrung every last ounce of pace out of the car, drove one of my best ever races and absolutely raced my heart out - I’m so satisfied." - 29/3/09

"The score was close; winning a title is always very satisfying," - 29/3/09



“It always sends a message when you win convincingly. It's important we just focus on what we are doing, it's important not to get carried away. We have to keep our feet on the ground and keep working hard.” -23/3/09


wonderful start, Hamilton;
keep the titles running, Taufik;
hold tight to EPL championship, Liverpool~~!!!

drive like Hamilton, smash like Taufik, win like Liverpool~~!!!

if only i'm good in sports.....
i wouldn't have been here?

if only they aren't sportsmen...
do not say if only...you are just fighting the facts and hiding from the truth...

if only if only is true....
then you must be dreaming... keep dreaming and don't wake up.

YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE

Who says and decides if Man Utd is the premiership champion???
~~~Of course, liverpool has the say...~~~

congrrats, congrratsss to my fav team for the wonderful match/./ u make epl alive..

i have exactly one more month for this disaster.. play like liverpool, strike like torres, goal like gerrard..

keep it up, jen~~
keep it up, liverpool~~

GO FOR GOALSS

DEAR dear;

*applause* hubby so smart... the red lad who holds the number 9 in the "you'll never walk alone" team, simply handled the ball upfront well and liverpool had an awesome foursome goals win over man utd... so can i say that...man utd tops the table and liverpool wins over them for both matches.. so liverpool tops them and in short, liverpool in fact, does top the table?? jus the time and chances are inappropriate at times...lolx... (yaya mu fans,,,come hit me)

i'm asked by cheng over the msn if i am sad with my decision or did i even cry over it.. nevertheless i replied ..not at all a tear,,, but sad perhaps a little, very minor. I have the confident that the TIME will come when you will be a better man.. yeah playback Robbie William song everyday and you would grow~~ lolx

I'm so happy and relieved to clarify each day that i am Single & Available allllwiiissss... you, you, you and you still have the chance...bring it on...

gals,,, no matter what my decision is, you will alwis be there ritE?? thnx for all this while..love you guys...:)

take care alwis to my loved ones.. and wish you all the best~~

you: play good fball!
you: be a better MAN!
you: Pass auf dich auf!!
you: good good health and get incredible well soon!

Me: keep striking...and awaiting... cheerssszz

i pray for my darling's speedy recovery and may Lord grant her great health
i pray for cheng's safety in Germany and may Lord guide her through the days there.
i pray for you to know the Lord and continue to live in Him everyday and i pray that we could LAST~~

I had a wonderful past weekend back in Penang. It was marvelous ...tho the times spent with lit isn't very pleasant for her..n tho cheng was absent... the past minutes and seconds were fully cherished and experienced with my loved ones.

It's time. TIme for the rebound. Show TIme~~ Will do my best...n i know Lord will settle the rest.. arghhh wake me up when a-p-r-i-l ends...

show time~!!! by J

i definitely never thought i would fail as bad as today. Drop as terrible as today. being smashed over and over again like the mashed potatoes...it certainly acknowledgme me of where i currently stand. Not too high, not too low, neither in between... i was sitting all this while... duh~~~big DUH~

it's time for a rebound. i know i have to face and deal intelligently under all these circumstances. 1 year left and im done~ time shall prove how i will fail you~~

PEoPLE...!!~~!! IS show time. grab your colour pencils well, and show your true colours...

*p/s: yum yum i miss mashed potatoes...miss mummyyyyy~~~

nobody ever understand me.
nobody will understand me.
nobody can ever understand me.
Nobody.
Including myself.

sick of iphone. sick of you. get lost.......

i am craving for AN iphone~~....badly, gravely...i WANT it...!~~!!!


p/s: i realised i don't share things. It is hard to share. So either you get it for me, or i get it on my own... that's it. kiam siap~~!!

ok guys and gals who are involved, if u get that for me now, u dun owe me my birthday, my graduation, my valentine, x'mas, or watsoever anniversary...cool deal?? lolx :P

kills me deeply

Oh nooo....
Oh shit...
Oh My GOOSHHH...

Count again. It's 3 in total. Oh nooooo for the day is near. Oh shit for i have no idea what to wear, and Oh My Gosh for the horrible test 1 that i have just sat less than an hour ago. Well define horrible? A horrifying paper that i will never do well even if i am given 100 years to read the same thing..and Define never do well?? ~horrible lar...

For a system, control system or wateva system in your mind, if the input is limited, the output will tend to be limited as well. Logic , no? Oh ya ya you may simply add the amplifier in between for a max output. Yup jus like singing k...lolx.. ( It is jus a coincident that i can relate it to singing k or izzit this is an impossible-to-get-rid-hobby that stucks in my mind all the time? anyway miss it so much wif u guys~~) Still, the fact is, no matter how many amplifiers or boosters or any Coperfield magic (I never believe in magic~) u add in between , it is impossible to have a different pattern of output. Try typing one letter after another in a word pad.. ( s - t - u- p- i- d) ... i bet you would never get the word "clever" do you? Well you may get it ..if your keypad is in a total random mess and pls, do count the probability of that to ever happen.

If you are so smart to fix your keypad that it shows letter 'C' when u hit the 'S' button, 'T' for 'L' and so on.. *applause* but you will kill other users. So please, either you change your input or don't ever expect an output from other users. Well, me being a user, don't mind to get killed in this stage. Draggg me down, if you can.

Oh shit....I'm still thinking of what to wear...gals gals...any suggestion?? . any attire in mind that could kill eyes?? lox

bid farewell

end of gong xi festival.
end of big feast.
end of real fun.

I know this day would come, but never thought it would be so soon. With CNY ending in a blink of an eye, all the delectation i had everyday shall remain as wonderful and sweet memories to be reflected especially when someone will be temporarily dismissed from the group for 7 months. (Deja vu?? ) hehz...cheng u know well when did you leave and turn up and leaving again..lolx

No raw mushrooms for mario's growth. Clam chamber is what u can find here.
Somebody owes me this. (in your house...lolx)
These are just the starter for the more luxury food in germany.

Royal BEACH..

This picture was stolen from the heaven.
ooooo...sejuk sejuk...
bz bz kiap kiap kiap, eat eat eat, peng peng peng, talk talk talk
This is a fake smile. I really dun understand why do we pay more when we have to cook~!!
"Please pass the mic to: TABLE 20" ~~!!!

The next reunion of the 3 would be 7 months from now? Perhaps we should make an outing in germany?

Don't cry because it's over,
Smile because it happened!!

Nostalgia....

We'd paint the town red,..and someday, we willl be back soon with least worries in cash flows. Strive hard in our separate ways for now and we shall all strike at the intersection points..~!!


For our first intersec pt (UK), Cheerssszzz~~~

'gem' my life

Finally, im down to 9. I still remember the anticipating heart and the eagerness for the very first episode of gem of life. With that lousy connection in my hostel, i willingly woke myself up at 3am just to stream the first episode of the series in order to avoid the horrible network congestion during the day. (yes, this is what a CC engineer does-suffer to yield the same result!! ) Special thanx to this link, my roomate, coursemate and also lit for giving some episodes contribution in this long race of completing the drama..
The final 10min of the previous ep got me so impatient for the next half hour before ep 72 is uploaded. 'Toh Mei', u gota be kidding me. Being the lady that i agreed since day 1, gave such big dissapointment after a circle. Falling in love so deeply and having so much confidence that bowie lam will get back to you someday isnt something wise, i would say. Mr director, why did you spoil her character?? I favour her most throughout the series, and now she is acting like one of her sisters who is tied like this-----> l-o-v-e

Is there such thing as love in this world? i cant believe i sounded like one of the innocent gals out there who yell , "what is love???" Putting aside God's and family love, i know there is still some empty space for a different type of love in my heart. Well, people do enter n leave the space.. probably because i didn't shut the other end or that there is a force that pushes them out of the space? im still kinda uncertain at this stage. Uncertain to take in a good bf or a good hubby... A good hubby doesn't make a good bf and a good bf definitely is not a good hubby. arghh..just get me a robot that switches the two modes easily with a push on the button. However i am not worried, er?? am i supposed to anyway? To be honest, i think you are the one who is supposed to be worried. Afteral, All i do is just to decide for a final nod or a force? So, start worrying...:)

2 more days, this is terrible feeling. Last outing gals, before all the misery takes place,, our very last,..bring it~!! and definitely.,,gals, make "The HOME" "OUR home"

hapy cny 09'

Happy CNY~~ better late than never?? lolx
i remembered eva since 4 years ago, i will never miss the opportunity to post up my cny pictures taken on the very first day with my family in the house. this time i will do exactly the same but in a different site.. just kinda bored with frenster already and facebook is too new for me. hehz. *oo...i love being outdated.* just wish to upload everything abt me here..

firstly...i was so satisfied with the new arrangements in my living room... my mum suggested, i insisted,younger sis persuaded, older sis obeyed, my dad reluctantly..but magically pops up the whole new living room.i really wish there is a new plasma tv too... hey gals, i will be the next..lolx. then things started to get kinda weird in the house.. well it all started with my older sis with the small fire cracker in the kitchen...then my dad was bombarded with loud fire crackers~!!! thank God that both my parents were well protected...fuh~ and today, thnx to my careless sister again, she made another cracker mess in the kitchen.. (anyway if u really wanna know wat the real fire cracker is, ask my dad) But it was really God's big blessings for the safety in the house regardless of any crackers or bombs..bring it on:P

when are you giving me angpau..eheh ? *cant wait*

i really have no idea how could ppl say that we look alike?? ^-^
my dad is so proud of this lady beside me..
that's because of the big effort she contributed in producing this 3 lovely gals in the pic :P
O Lord, grant us great health and blessings for 09' and the years ahead... smile smile chong29 family~~!!!

To my cousins: so now you know why we are always late for pai nian? :P

5 more days to go...n m goin back for more suffers...i realy wonder who can turn my asgmts and projeks into angpaus?? hell rich i will be by then... i really need to learn up some black magics. lolx