Inadequate celebration, perfect CHRISTmas

I am definitely done with shopping. Say NO to buying clothes~~ this no no sign must be penetrated into my mind every time i shop.. or i would be declared bankruptcy...indeed i think i am already in that stage. (ppl tend to scold me for cursing myself into this situation, lolx). okay okay i'm not broke, to be frank...NOT YET, lolx.
Spent 7 hours in qbay yessterday... crazy 7 hours???!!! gosh.. i didn;t even spend that long in gurney when i had 3 hour of karaoke session.. Well in fact, i don't think i am the only crazy out there.. the queens was so packed with shoppers despite the fear of the worldwide recession. Perhaps there isn't enough signals to alarm the innocent citizens in the mall? or maybe on the other hand, they would buy everything now and save everything later.. (just like what is in my mind)... Say YES to saving~~later~~

CHRISTmas was indeed awesome. Mentally splendid, physically great..carolling, church candle-silent-night celebration was gratifying. It made me realised somethings that i have missed for the past years, tho to sum up, the whole celebration was kinda so so..or more like a no no,...no party, no shouts out, no countdown, no hang outs, no santa, no jingle bell, little gifts, lousy turkey, oooo, shade~

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away

What a perfect song to end my x'mas,..

For now, i wish I could do more for CHRIST cos my life is indeed all about HIM. say YES to JESUS CHRIST~~forever~~the special one...
Somehow i think the best gift for urself and the Lord for Christmas...isn't any turkey, santa, presents, party or countdown...is your own intimacy and quiet time that counts.

This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

CHRISTmas is all that matters for Christ.. Celebration with Him alone does sound lonely to many many but indeed you wouldnt imagine how delighted He is to have you concentating on the nite alone for Him... Say YES to CHRISTmas...NO to X'mas... lolx...
I know this sounds bit silly, but i do hope people out there would put serious thought into this matter, giving up the world for eternal life... ( yeah how u know my ambition is to be a pastor? )
haha..

Oh yeah i discover some really amazing thing for this Christmas. I didn't know the monkey in the house can dance!!! (i really hope she doesn't read my blog)~~~ but to be honest, she dances really graceful on the stage. not at all a monkey..for at least 10 minutes.. lolx

wow, yuan so so proud of ya...~~~ guys out there, catch this sweet chick around... but jus a warning, beware of her sisters, if you wanna date her out. .gosh i sound like a control freak..so lau yee...

the left most..tats my sweetie younger sister..

PROOF of a perfect dancer: Unable to catch a clear picture while she is spinning.. lolx


Modern dance, korean dance, social dance, xmas dance, monkey dance.. semua pun boleh

Not to miss out, my beloved mummy and also older sister...
halo...u both are supposed to be singing... SIlent night,,,holy night..

I jus wish for absolute perfect health for the family. Nothing more than that, i ain't greed..O Lord bless these people that i love most, not to miss out my handsome daddy who is soon to accept the Lord.. prayer always works, definitely. Unfortunately, there is no a picture of this handsome man in this blog ... ( he is like the king of gamblers, who wouldn't give a smile to the flash of the camera that easy) lolx ..so keep snapping..~~

work like footballers, score like strikers

Footballers may earn really big figures every month or perhaps each match, but do notice that, inside the beautiful-all-wrapped-up box, it is another similar picture of what we face everyday. Is the outer look that is deceiving, consider their box is wrapped with stunning wrappers, ours are just enclosed with newspaper from the recycle bin. So pathetic..that's why people come up with the phrase , 'don't judge a book by its cover' .

Gerrard may look really really charming to many many girls out there ( yeah yeah i am one of them, lolx)..tall..white..handsome.. and also a captain.. such a wow wow guy but that doesn't mean all awards and rewards in his hands. It is his feet that take control of the materials he owns, kinda play the same role like any other ordinary people, who uses their brain hard to make more income.


He may bring the ball all the way from half field to the other end, having to overcome all tackles by opponents, and having just few steps away from the goal, with one unexpected attack from the defender, he had no options but to pass it to someone near, usually the striker, rather than having the ball on the opponent's feet.


At this brilliant moment, fernando torres (oooooo, my hubby~~) was there at this strategic spot right in the middle of the open goal, and with his capable right feet, jus a kick and that;'s it, a splendid goal to liverpool.and of course, celebrations, rewards and awards follow after the amazing goal. Unfortunately, it could be, all about torres- the one who eventually scores. (What bout those who pass on the goals? and worst, the defenders??..what a pity, they are so far apart for more fame.) Never would there be Gerrard's name printed hugely in the newspaper for helping to score the goal. Duh~ then the sports section will be full of footballers' names everyday.

I really don't think that Gerrard would feel jealous or regret for passing the ball over to torres. Neither would he be crazily furious or disgruntle with this result .. yeah is obvious rite? You don't even need to think to be agreed to this. If you think that torres don't deserve to strike for liverpool, then you should handle the ball yourself and don't do any passing, in fact, strike it through all the defenders- provided that you really get pass them. Sad to say, or perhaps unlucky enough, the situation just did not permit.

Well i think torres really deserve the reward, moreover it is him who ended the ball in the goal, not gerrard. Teamwork is all that counts, so, if your piss of this situation, or thinks is unfair for gerrard, then quit the team and .. Grow up please. Perhaps you should watch more football.

And if torres wins a golden boot soon, i think the best he would do is just to thank his teammates sincerely. You don't chop the golden boot into pieces and divide to each members who contributed in your career, do you? If so, i would suggest that you display all your tropies in the liverpool club and not your house closet. lolx

Jus a suggestion, as a spectator for the match,..i didn't watch it live anyway. Is from astro. =)
However, i will support my hubby at all times,...watever your decision is...

Explo-gathering

Wonderful reunion. Sexy u6s1 babes. Determined attitude. Persistent effort. Successful barbecue. Awesome chicken wings. Flashing cam whore. Distorted circle. Crappy conversations. Creamy screams. One ignorable explosion. And a second. Continuation of Interesting topics. Loud pillow talks. Awakening detonation. Brainless barbarians. Unproductive arguments. Furious cleaning. Moody silence. Miserable scar. Wonderful reunion.

Thnx for the burning burning fire everyone..especially ying and jming. (Tell your mum, girl guides are beneficial co-k) lolx, i am not a guide. Oh don't forget to tell mum that girl guides born some wise-ie to use the gassy in the man made kitchen too. lolx

So you know who went to bbq in the kitchen.. :P
Hard hard work is grilled...
Selina's having 3 sausages, 2 crabmeat, 2 fishball, 1 corn in that mouth...
Y so serious. lolx. joker. Looks like class photo nia...
Cat woman...should be charged xtra



Anger anger anger

Despite that...still and yet a wonderful reunion + ying (the great photographer) ..where is cc?? wei ching? bz eating?

Guys..thnx for the support and holding on..cheer~~ to be continued...09'

rojak feelings

having ridiculous mixed feelings now.

feeling1: wonderful time hanging out with my best's for this entire week which include shopping, bbq nite(soon to blog on it), red box, nostalgia park royal beach, jap dinner, some beef pepperoni pub + ktv, ali. keeping in mind to end this year excellently with no regrets.

feeling2: doubtful. I bought a turtle neck blouse with puff sleeves which i find myself look really amazing in it (yish, perasan nye..*blush blush*) but absolutely uncomfortable. try covering ur entire neck with both ur palms.. thats the comfy stage i meant. "so why do u buy it when it's strangling ya?" lolx. perhaps i wud say, to look stunning? many times ppl are fooled by the mirrors which totally compensated the unease conditions. The materials in this world just tend to deceive and blinds our feelings. Accept what is not for you as long as it matches your style. grow up gal, ur 22..!!! you may demand, but don't be demanding.

feeling3: betrayed.
"Friends is an American sitcom about a group of friends in the area of Manhattan, New York City. It was originally broadcast from 1994 to 2004 in a total of 236 episodes. It was created by David Crane and Marta Kauffman, and produced by Kevin S. Bright (Warner Bros.), Marta Kauffman and David Crane. " http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Friends
friends season 6-7 described as: got close. really close. one of the best's.
friends season 9: betrayals. aparted. (whattisssss~~!!) God says love your enemy as you love urself. calm calm calm. pray pray pray.
friends season 10: new faces move in. awesome season. last season of this sitcom. Own episodes are building in up to now with the same cast.. absolutely not boring yet exciting storyline everyday. May our friendship lasts and blossoms.

feeling4: strong faith. fully equipped with armour. no worries. continue stacking up you faith, compiling a ladder, climb confidently uphill, towards the sky, and one huge jump up to the heaven...lolx. Joy and triumph to my loved ones in this house. Ho Ho Ho Merry merry xmasss~

feeling5: lazyness. cny coming. spring cleaning. ohhh noooooooo.... who's kind enough to lend me a maid???

feeling6: careless. read again. care-less. Cheng says...who cares. oh shut up~~!!

feeling7: grinnz and sighzzz. Power off feelings machine. battery removed. feeling-less... jus let it be...

nostalgia

time flies. it seemed like everything were just yesterday. encore. yesterday once more?

22years ago i was brought alive, being introduced to this earth, was dropped above peninsular msia, landed exactly in an island called Penang( luckily i used parachute, or what if i were to overshot this tiny island and step into thailand instead?) , popped out from the tummy of mdm chong in Adventist Hosp..and seconds later a chubby baby is seen in the arms of a foreigner gynae-i have a good memory...lolx

5th dec - thnx to all my dearest pals for all the wishes. i appreciate them a lot, tho being a year older isn't something glamour to be celebrated. however, it is the day to express my gratitude to the Lord for marking me as one of His warrior to spread His gospel on this earth. SO let's celebrate~~

tagged: LCL

Hydrocarbon sharing oxygen with me in redbox


Unable to get jessica alba's shot


10th dec- had a real tough time thinking abt the deserving fats to be consumed for dinner. suggestions like bbq chicken, sushi king, nandos, chilies, manhattan, chu char, seafood,... were brought up but werent agreed totally by the demando's. haiyooo who is so demanding..??. lolz
FInally.. and filled with satisfaction...


Jenny munching Jenny's chocolate cake

These cakes are definitely much better than what i got 5 days ago.
Nostalgia... cakes in exchange for a burger?

awesome 2008 is coming to an end. Nostalgia? probably. Look forward, gal. (hou sam fen shou)
But i have yet to celebrate this month.

Gals: December... end it wonderfuly.. end it charmingly..end it perfectly...

you: cos i know i will have a fabulous 2009 start in kl? lolx...

Boeing Life 777

Praise the Lord for everything He has done for me and family!! In fact, He should be praised every min everyday and bare in mind that no news is always good news. All glory and praise onto the mighty Jesus Christ. Thank Him for the great 08'. It was a great blessing and I believe 09' would nevertheless be another awesome year awaiting.

"...the visions are blurred. The cloudy skies are blocking the path ahead. Nothing can be seen except for the grayish thick clouds and the bad atmospheric haze surrounding the glasses which totally befogged the whole scene. At this very situation, the pilot has got not much choice but to be fully dependent and hold onto the techno developed equipments to get through the obscured path in order to reach the destination..."

Life is as fragile as the plane. Crashing can occur any min but of course, prevention can always be done. Daily devotion and prayers are the powerful weapon to prevent any unpredicted circumstances. Life is not perfect but it would definitely be worthwhile. Rely fully on the Lord is absolutely an ultimate option whenever problems hop into our lives and trust me, prayer definitely works like a big miracle. So pray hard and leave the rest of your path in God's hands.

SUrely, the pilot cant be sitting there with folded arms and just watch how the plane is brought through to the destination. Always work smart and put in double hardwork, do your best and God will settle the rest.

-Do not tell God how big is your problem but warn your problem, how big is our God-

Thank mum for bringing me to know the wonderful Christ. Thank Lord for giving me the chance to share His great love to the world.

time to change - MAC

It was my desktop which was bombarding me with problem and lots of trouble.
Few days back i have a brand new handsome desktop after formatting it. Then everything works well until the first attack came yesterday morning when my sister switched on the desktop and realised a big welcome note which said " windows explorer has encountered a problem and needs to close" and im bounded to only two options - send error report. don't send. And yeah, there is one too, the restart button. All toolbar and startup icon seem to dissapear from its usual position, left the lonely desktop wallpaper seeking for its friends.
Then i started googling to see if there is any similar victim throughout the world. Google-is one main thing in this world i cant live without. I wonder how did i go through my secondary days without it... glad i survived.
The first prob here is solved after hours of surfing n browsing the net, trying out a few solutions which did not work, and finally ended in this site here which solved perfectly my troubles. -posted by Rohit.

Well it was perfect at first until my sister, yes again her, complaint that the windows firewall just could not turn on. So again, i start to google with my lappy. Then another prob came into the picture when my internet connection icon is nowhere to be seen and is taking me years to open the network connection and nothing could be displayed. Getting real pissed, i gave up googling, n tried smtg rather easy - system restore. ahah yeah..i know it was quite stupid for not using this in the first problem. Same result -Perfection, except for some missing programmes and files that my sister downloaded a day after the computer is restored to. Yet, it is already the best solution for the currect condition. Free things cant be exactly perfect you see.

It all went well, with her (refering to sis) surfing n playing the pc,,and until after dinner.. while i was washing the whole stack of dishes in the kitchen, she approached and again, bringing another prob... she neva bring good news i think, not until she does well for her stpm?? lolx

This new prob here is named ' unable to logon to windows'. Big prob!!! I guess is due to a recent auto window update, window sets an unknown default password to all the user account in the pc. -the admin and my family account. deep trouble, i could smell from the kitchen.
Tried hard with own-created-passwords like password, admin, administrator, chong, window, bill gates..nonsense..., hopin that one of it could strike the default password,
in the end..all failed. this is pretty logic, cos if it hits, i wud go for 4D on the exact night.
SO went on google again and tried many many solutions. Things are ain't easy as my cd rom givin another trouble and that definitely add to my stress... my cd rom couldn't read the cd. Whatis...!!~~!! Looks like i have got a lot of shopping to do in the coming pc fair.
.the night wasn't on my side, i failed trying diff methods. So that ends my horrible night and im saving all that trouble for the next day@ today.

This mrng, i started by selecting the 'last known confg that works' hoping that it will rub off all my nightmares, n sadly, if life was this easy, there is of no need for a doctor. Then my work on the google gets on..trying to see if i cud do a brute force attack on any of the account password. So i thought of having it to boot from USB insted as i have got no other selections since the cd rom is out of service, n i dun have floppy A slot in my lappy. But booting from USB flash drive is another problem, check here and you will understand why and i think my p4 desktop is not compatible for this feature. Hence, I google for other methods to see if there is any better and easier medicine before i decided to format it again. Lucky enough, i came to this site, -Thanx Mr. Vic Ferri.

Dear google,

you made my day and definitely painted my 'never give in' spirit more colourful than the rainbow.

unexpected.undeserving.dissapointed

I'm extremely satisfied with what i produced that day. Haze-l nut cheese cake. It was absolutely mouth watering and indeed taste marvelous, well, in fact, for me, it totally was. I've tried, plenty of times before i officially deliver it to my customer. Making it over and over. Blending the ingredients again and again. Bringing new samples in, in, in and out, out, out of the oven. And finally a free delivery to the customer with the most impressive result i came out, on the date she requested. You too fall for it, didn't you? I'm sure you think that after all the hardwork i showered on the cake, it should be appealing and appetizing.

SOory to dissapoint u, as it was a big shock to me also. Well, to be frank, As a result, what i gained was nothing but disappointment. The feedback was really bad and the customer gave completely lousy grades for that piece of hardwork. Perhaps what she had in mind was, "This cake of yours is a piece of cake. I can produce a much better one. So i don't think i should pay for that. "

Great. I fully agree. Customer is always right. I'll accept the feedback. the result. I guessed she is expecting a more luscious hazelnut cheese cake? That piece of work is just not up to her expected requirements? Perhaps she desire for a fresher and softer cheese? Or perhaps she was obsessed with the fats she gained and putting the whole blame on my cake without any compensation.

Somewhere, somehow, sometime, someone out there would appreciate this cake i made. I know there is because i am more than satisfied with the effort i poured and the result produced. Somethings i deserved will come in a short while.....i believe.

liverpool shines at night *msia time

cheers to gerrard and kuyt~!!! remarkable 2-0...awesome.. i know what's in ur mind. Well, yes MU did better... 5-0 easily with the cute lad, Ronaldo contributing 2 of it. Great,...keep it up MU..looks like i kinda stand up for MU?? This is insane, I can't believe it.. I used to be the first against MU!!! haha anyway., no worries as Liverpool is leading the table for the nite..n will be for the week if Chelsea is swept down any sooner by West 'Broom'wich...so i support WB indirectly too. Enemies could be your closest friends at times.

I'm officially back in track with EPL matches, fully into LIVERPOOL...and deeply fall for Torres..ahah...

live the fielded pool~~

It's my life

Gd mrng my first blog,

I remembered my first ever blog written was on the June 27th, 2007 entitled "It's my life" in the Friendster blog. Now i officially switch my blog location to this very spot due to a request by a supportive fan. haha, be responsible ya n keep reading..
Giving in to the hide-and-seek, you can definitely catch me here. Well all first things are sweet and memorable isn't it? So is mine. My first here will be in correspondence to the first there. Yup, it's my life.

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This ain't a song for the broken-hearted ( echo: ain't a BLOG)
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd ( I mean it!!)
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud (not very smart, i use mic)

[Chorus:]
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive (duh~~)
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said (WHO'S FRANKIE?)
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive (A-live??)
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground (is okay, you don't need to stand while reading my blog)
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down (I'm sure they are a couple)
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky ( i don't believe in lucks)
Got to make your own breaks

[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway (penang bridge?)
Like Frankie said (i recognise this Frankie!!-is the same guy i didn't know)
I did it my way (i will, even without Frankie saying it)
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out (ohhh i'm qualified, cos i'm really tall)
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

*special thanks to Bon Jovi for a perfect modification into JennyCKN's life*

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Welcome to my life, friends...cheers