'gem' my life

Finally, im down to 9. I still remember the anticipating heart and the eagerness for the very first episode of gem of life. With that lousy connection in my hostel, i willingly woke myself up at 3am just to stream the first episode of the series in order to avoid the horrible network congestion during the day. (yes, this is what a CC engineer does-suffer to yield the same result!! ) Special thanx to this link, my roomate, coursemate and also lit for giving some episodes contribution in this long race of completing the drama..
The final 10min of the previous ep got me so impatient for the next half hour before ep 72 is uploaded. 'Toh Mei', u gota be kidding me. Being the lady that i agreed since day 1, gave such big dissapointment after a circle. Falling in love so deeply and having so much confidence that bowie lam will get back to you someday isnt something wise, i would say. Mr director, why did you spoil her character?? I favour her most throughout the series, and now she is acting like one of her sisters who is tied like this-----> l-o-v-e

Is there such thing as love in this world? i cant believe i sounded like one of the innocent gals out there who yell , "what is love???" Putting aside God's and family love, i know there is still some empty space for a different type of love in my heart. Well, people do enter n leave the space.. probably because i didn't shut the other end or that there is a force that pushes them out of the space? im still kinda uncertain at this stage. Uncertain to take in a good bf or a good hubby... A good hubby doesn't make a good bf and a good bf definitely is not a good hubby. arghh..just get me a robot that switches the two modes easily with a push on the button. However i am not worried, er?? am i supposed to anyway? To be honest, i think you are the one who is supposed to be worried. Afteral, All i do is just to decide for a final nod or a force? So, start worrying...:)

2 more days, this is terrible feeling. Last outing gals, before all the misery takes place,, our very last,..bring it~!! and definitely.,,gals, make "The HOME" "OUR home"