the break-up

i still remember i did blog on the movie 'the proposal' almost half a year ago. also, i recommended many many to watch it, as i find it really humorous and it's simply awesome. But for now, i guess i would probably give thumbs down for the movie. Well, don;'t get me wrong, Thumbs down as in i refuse to watch it anymore, not because it's no longer good. I just dont want to be a fool reminiscing all day long.

But this movie here, 'the break up' is different. Jennifer Aniston never failed to make fabulous appearance in my life. For those who hasnt catch this movie before, i strongly recommend it. =)
Nevertheless i wouldn't wanan recommend this movie for a broken hearted person. It's just gonna bring up million beautiful ugly memories.

ANy movies to burn memories? SInce young, mum said dun play with fire, so are there any other options to burn bad memories? ppl may say, time heals, but im the kinda type who love speedy works. Betul, cepat, tepat.

Speaking of wiping memories, the two recent taiwan dramas that im currently watching, can do it pretty easily. The main cast in both series, namely vanness wu and show luo, lost their memory due to silly accidents. BOO the storyline. why don't the story writer just state that it is Alzheimer's disease? |||

Anyway, why so serious? it's jus drama anyway. How tremendous life is if people's romance are as innocent as those from the taiwan series?


Even from the picture, it tells the storyline. You can just guess the ending. (well you still have one day ++ to slowly guess as the last episode will only be screened in taiwan tomorrow evening.) perhaps i need some advise or tuition from rainnie yang. how could she has the courage to be attached to chou bu la chi xiang ku tou??
I bet she just want to keep things simple, the way she favours, the type she loves dealing with, the feeling she longs for, the ending she predicts, the love she simply loves.
Problems would just vanished having someone to love you as much as you love yourself, huh? But girls are typically silly, rannie yang could be exceptional.

Choose wisely gals, dont be a fool crying over some irresponsible maniac someday. cheers!! =)



Thank you guys & gals for the wonderful company yesterday. One of the memories that i wouldn't wanna delete. =)

lame |||

i once never agreed on blogging, as i find it was a waste of precious time announcing your daily routine to the world. i even teased my friends who blogged, then , couple months later.. i created one. sweat, I'm so easily influenced. now what i regretted was, why i didnt start blogging earlier?
i reviewed back my friendster blog, i almost forgot that i have one. Reminisce of my past. It was quite a beautiful experience reading back my own blog. So i should write more for my own reference in the future. Just in case i might forget who I was in the past.

but i'm lazy.

this is me speaking for this brand new year!

demands are beneficial requests

I demand for many many beautiful things in my life. Demands that would satisfy my heart, soul and mind. Demands which are made to myself and the people around me - usually those people who are important to me, both directly and indirectly. Demands that can push me to achieve all my demands in life. Demands that made me way so demanding that anybody else could withstand.

Demander hardly make sacrifices. Usually, they expect sacrifices from others to achieve their demands. When these people failed to make such sacrifices, they tend to fail them in their hearts. Confused? Me too, probably cause i'm not demanding enough. =P

Pros & cons. When u have high demands, you have high requirements over things. As u reach it, you succeed with much joy and expect more demands in future, but when u fail to do so, is a big disappointment with heartbroken feelings. When u have no demands, you just tend to carry on your life smoothly with the perfect satisfaction - who tends to claim it as perfect.

Wouldn't smooth and satisfaction create a better picture than demands and disappointment? Less stress, less hurt, less torture, less agony.. better health.

Well, i choose to travel by air.


I think I have a very high demand for a pilot boyfriend. Who's up for it? (for 2012 planning as well) - see, i dun demand out of nothing, that's annoyance. My demands are for future benefits, for all. =P

A getaway for me, please?

I need a break from this hectic semester. Is a huge suffer to my brain n my heart, living in agony for the past months. Moving forward in this manner will definitely lead to brain cancer and heart attack. Health is wealth. I absolutely concede.

I need a getaway.

I can't wait to bungkus my fyp in a messy wrapper and tie it untidily with a string or rope -anything i can find from the lab, no matter how it is going to look, i just want to wrap it fast. As fast as i could and as long as it is wrapped, cause..

I need a getaway.

I wanna go home!!! see my family, the girls and lexus. I can't wait to go taiwan with my beloved gals and coursemates!!! I've bought my luggage bag today, create more of the excitement already.

I need a getaway.

I promise to unlace the strings and release the packaging the moment i return from taiwan, after settling down in upm. I will make the best wrapper and enfold all of it together, trim the ribbons, decorate it and finally, bind it so that it's going to look so good and charming from the outside, and so exquisite from the inside.

In short, i'll try my best to hit an A, i say it, i mean it, i do it.... they give it. =)

As for now, I need a getaway.

i shoudn't

我們的紀念

Our Commemoration – Shivia Lee

Endless tears, I cried another couple times
Transformed into a butterfly stopping on top of this falling leaf
The wind-swept snow had been buried thousand years ago
I used up a lifetime of longing just waiting for you to appear

Memories began to wither around me
Couldn’t revive the picture that was moving before

Let us stay on the side line of reincarnation
Waiting for a stream of light
To peer into the time when we
Made a prediction
Let it take away that moment of yours
Making it our commemoration
Who would notice that my world had your face once upon a time?

--adapted from DramaWiki


uncertain and doubtful feelings striking. I Shouldn't. You Shouldn't. I have another paper in 2 days time, i should get rid of your images with the pure facts from Access Network lectures. I need to concentrate. Why are there so many awaiting, yet i am waiting for you? What 've you got that i should be waiting? Why am i living in agony but you could through every minutes with ignorance? I guess I just Shouldn't.

my sand-castle

i love building and constructing sand-castle. yes...is troublesome... is fragile.. is soft~!!! but the result somehow is satisfying, meeting all the expectations and interest in life, although the process can be really challenging. I have built one recently. A stable one..which stood still by the beach. But it was till yesterday... the wind was blowing so hard... more like a hurricane that just blew off my sand-castle.

How would u feel? Mr. Hurricane..please don't destroy my work of art on the sand. You came so hard suddenly..and u blew it off with one breath... my work is gone.. altho i din take long to build it...ard 2 weeks, day and night... but is not fair for i love that piece of work and it hurts me deep.

Should i build yet another sand-castle on the very same beach? u may claim that im a fool...but i will, since i just love the beach...thats where sweet memories happened and should last....

(this is just an example of a sand-castle, it wasn't the exact master piece of what has been built by the blogger)

last weekend

"........Just one weekend. Just one fine weekend, HE fall for HER and SHE fall for HIM........."

I totally recommend this movie for those who need some Nitrous Oxide in the stomach. I could hardly remember when was the last time i burst out laughing in the cinema, in public. You know me, always the keeping-a-good-reputation@impression in a crowd. BUT, things weren't the same yesterday. Ryan Reynolds was awesome. Sandra Bullock was marvelous. Mr. X's companion was fabulous. The gals red-BOXing was tremendous. which makes my weekends back home miraculously perfect, even though the reason for this sudden break wasn't very pleasant. Having so much predicted stress and burden in my upcoming fyp, i seriously enjoyed my weekends, like how Margaret enjoyed hers. Good sign, i supposed?

Keeping in prayer, the H1N1 disease to be dead, so many many upcoming events could be carried on as planned. "HEAL THE WORLD"